How Does She Feel?

I thought I knew you  I watched the stars align in your eyes  I felt safe to show you my light  You brought the warmth in  As the fall was stealing summers life  And I hate the change of seasons but with you it felt alright  Reminded me to feel alive  Been a while since I’ve known those butterflies  I knew I shouldn’t trust that you were doing everything right  Cause you’ve done this before  Make em feel special and make yourself hard to ignore  Stare in their eyes till they open their windows wide Let you inside win your prize just to feel Alive with the secrets you hide  Like the ring that you don’t wear  But now I’m aware  Of the vows that you made to her  Are broken not shared  So if I’ve been cut so raw by your spinning wheel How does she feel?  I gave you a pedestal  Highly coveted in my broken soul  And I’ve seen others fall before  But I think when you fell you broke the floor And a part of me still wanted to catch you  Like I couldn’t believe that’s something that you’d really do  You had me so hooked on your drug  I was making up new truths  But the sinking feeling that I can’t deny  Is when I feel those butterflies  I think of her when she first felt this alive  Cause you’ve done this before  Make em feel special and make yourself hard to ignore  Stare in their eyes till they open their windows wide Let you inside win your prize just to feel Alive with the secrets you hide  Like the ring that you don’t wear  But now I’m aware  Of the vows that you made to her  Are broken not shared  So if I’ve been cut so raw by your spinning wheel How does she feel Does she even know  Would you tell her when you get home?  Would you wipe her tears  Or leave her feeling so alone  Stuck in the middle of love and loathe  A combo you never thought would take you whole  You wanted two hearts and you lost them both  But you’ve done this before  Make us feel special and make yourself hard to ignore  Stare in our eyes till they open our windows wide Let you inside win your prize just to feel Alive with the secrets you hide  Like the ring that you don’t wear  But now I’m aware  Of the vows that you made to her  Are broken not shared  Well if I’ve been cut so raw by your spinning wheel Cut me so deep I wonder how this could heal How does she feel