Used To Be

Intertwined 

Our hands combined 

passenger side 

But now I’m in the drivers seat 

All our time 

On Friday nights 

We’d stay inside

Now I find somewhere to be 

Settle into a routine 

Disrupted in the making 

My heart dropped but it’s not breaking 

Chorus 

I thought I’d miss you 

With your arms wrapped around me 

Last time I kissed you tried to make myself believe 

That time was different

but now I finally see 

I don’t miss you 

Just the thought of what we 

Used to be 

Empty couch 

This silent house 

Is crying out 

Instead of me

See your face 

But since that day 

My guilt’s replaced 

And I know I’m okay

Settle into a routine 

Disrupted in the making 

My heart dropped but it’s not breaking 

Chorus 

I thought I’d miss you 

With your arms wrapped around me 

Last time I kissed you tried to make myself believe 

That time was different

but now I finally see 

I don’t miss you 

Just the thought of what we 

Used to be 

Midnight secrets in the backseat 

Laying with your arms around me 

Skipping down the street when we’ve had too much to drink 

Kiss me try to stop the talking 

Waiting for you to come knocking 

Thought you were what I’d need

But it wasn’t what it seemed