"Last Night Was a Movie"

“Last night was a movie”

Choosing Self destruction, man  I Suck

doing it all trying to get out of this Rut

Can barely Keep my head above the sand

So I  fake losing my grip and I let go of your hand

is Sinking better than being saved

By a choice i wish id never made

Coming untethered 

Might be a mistake 

But 1 know if I stay  with you l'll break

"last night was a movie" oh shut up...

Emotionally i feel like I’ve been run down by a truck 

You're smug because you woke up in my bed

But i am more upset I let you get inside my head

is Sinking better than being saved

By a choice i wish id never made

Coming untethered 

Might be a mistake 

But I know if I stay  with you l'll break

Cause your version of a life preserver

Would result in me being a Self deserter 

So I cant go on with you any further

 If further with you Means far from me

I won’t choose self destruction cos it sucks